Dazing off...

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Thursday go with pey lih meiqi and anita to party world KTV at night...felt cheated cuz damn ex but very fun la...at first we were singer the usual songs then after that suddenly wanna sing old songs...then all alex du de...HAHAx...fun sia...then Anita was like blur liao lor...didn't wat the songs was...lolx...fun sia...they say next time go must sing old songs first...

Friday I go dental was planning to go school after that but who knows the dentist was like so slow...take almost 3 hr to finish the appt then decide not to go school le...cuz no point. But the other thing is that the doctor use too much force that my lip at the side got a cut...T_Tpain sia...

Saturday I go work, before that i go find ChenLu cuz she say she very boring one person only but when I reach there saw her bf Ah Hong(Xiong) then he saw me thhe first thing he said was "Wa! how come kiss until so vigorous wor!!" I was like sian lor...-__-'''...then he walk away le...think he went to sleep...then I was like WTH then my god father also say lor...but then i got say him back la...But heng Ah ming didn't notice it...also think he will say something more worst lor...think cannot take it de...haiz...work outside again...find it sian lor...leg so pain...but then something happen la...Ah ming dunnoe why suddenly wanna cclean the fish tank and change the water then he change until half way dunnoe what happen...the whole pail of water overturn then pour out lor...then the place where i stand got full of water lor...the customer was like wa...flood ar???then help the customer to change place, but my uniform below got a little bit...then Ah mings's one was like a big patch lor...~_~'''...think is zhi zhuo zhi shou ba...But anyway he still continue la...then i was like want to go inside the kitchen and when i push open the flip door and he was standing behind on top of something and the door hit him and he mearly fall into the fish tank...you should see his expression...dam funny de...the kind of sian diao, and xia dao de face...LOLx...And yesterday go home with Ah Zhong(my bro)...he said that next week cannot off...cuz Ah Cai take 5days off...then i was like...woo...then now when they all one person off it wil affect 3 person lor...cuz one of them(Ah Zhong, Ah Cai, Ah Ming and Ah Xiong) off the other muz replace ma...so when my dad off for five days they all no need to rest le lor...

Labels: 3 days nv write le

~12:33 PM

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Monday, September 24, 2007

Yesterday i was like OMG...wanna kill myself le...i already said i wanna give up even though i didn't say it infornt of him but really i was wondering howcome he knows everything...how come he knows that i have a feeling for him and he can like pretend he don't know...i really fell like crying lor...and come to think of it he already told me his answer le and i know it now we're only friends juz normal normal stranger friend and do you really need to remind me???Nope I guess not...your so cruel and it hurts me so much...and you reminded me two time i know your answer le and we will onli be friends...you told me to give up but can you at least give me some time???i noe we cannot work it out and so your pretending nth has happen and you pretend that you didn't give me any ans but face it you have and you did hurt me and now your expecting me to look as if nth has happen it is impossible... ...the answer you should know it better then anyone else but you still can say you dunnoe...I really hope that you can say something anything but pls dun say nothing...cuz to me when someone say nth means got something...I wonder we can still continue like this for how long???But hey...thanks for dropping by in my life it impact me a lot...

死性不改
twins:再见了
我的宠爱
谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱
不愿看着我离开

同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激
我凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改如
我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

boy'z:我怕可一不可再
难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错
威力会移山填海
同伴也话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿情敌在伤我

合:人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆
我亦捱得过
来煽风来点火
就击倒我么
谁恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在
是我从来都志在
能在我拱手让爱

Nice song...very meaningful

Labels: Haiz...-__-'''...

~2:30 PM

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Haiz...today dam tired and dam sian lor...today got sabo by Sasi...sian lor...use the msn plus the use my nick and then sabo me write something...then someone misunderstand me lor...haiz...pls la...his not my cup of tea lor...why worry too much...saw him after school he with fazi gurprit weiqi and rq then he like saw me then his expression very weird and like wanna hurry and leave like tat...At first i didn't notice anything strange cuz i didn't go notice him de then after that when they go off already me shihui chrystal and joanna go for culinary meeting and then shihui ask me about the msn thing then i tell her that sasi use my nick then she was like no wonder she find that the conversation that i write is very weird...then she ask me if JJ noes ma...cuz she say no wonder JJ saw me was like weird liek tat i think...but anyway dun care le...defitnely no no one...haha...lolx...because of sasi...haiz...sian lor...too tired to even care juz now...when he use mine i was like wth...then didn't care and go sleep...i slept in class during break time for one hr...first time slept in class for so long...^ ^...haiz dunnoe what will happen tml...

Labels: Dam it...

~11:38 PM

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

Hahax...finally eighteen congrats Shiqi and me yeah...^^v...anyway one year older le...but tml starting school le...sian...but anyway...this morning actually wanna wake up at 9plus to vaccum the floor before i go out but yesterday i got a hunch that feeling that i will wake up late so i did ask er hm...to wake me up but in the end i didn't hear him call and when i wake up i found out that i got a lot of miss calls and all i was like shit woke up at 11:00 -_-'''...then i call cindy she say she didn't work today but we still go IMM and go walk walk around 1:40 like that go to Novena to meet up with chen lu...Hahax...then guess what yesterday Chen lu and Chu Yu Jie brought Chocolate at my birthday present and someone else...eh...he too brought me chocolate and i didn't even need to open it and i noe it cuz it is the same as Chen Lu's hahax...i dunnoe if i should cry or laugh...?_?...think after finish all the chocolates i will definitely grow fat...+_+...siao liao...
Anyway tonight my dad bring me and my family out for dinner to celebrate my birthday we go to the sort of like restaurant at sembawang there is call Tree Bottle village...i eat until very full hahax...spend $100+...lolx...think this is the most happy birthday i ever got ba...

Labels: Yesh...

~9:49 PM

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Friday, September 14, 2007

Yesterday he go back to malaysia with his bro as both of them off then he say he very tired then at night when he come back we did chat for a little while only i find out that if you want to noe the truth you ask that person when he is very very tired and was like half asleep or when he is drunk you'll definitely find out the truth which sometimes may hurt you so bad...

But after knowing the truth the next thing that i need to do is to face with the facts and reality but is juz hurt so much and even though when people say that its ok means their not fine so face with it even when i'm similing doesn't mean i'm ok i rather kept quite for this moment and if i too quite or too high then means i have a problem so pls bare with me...

Labels: Really Juz... ...

~12:21 AM

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

I really dunnoe what are you thinking about...i wanna understand you but is juz that i feel that there is a door inside you and you won't open it and let me in... ...we're friends isn't it???even if we juz known each other for a few weeks how is that you understand all my things but i dun understand yours? i dun know if i was wrong from the start to know you...sometimes it is weird that even when we are normal friends there are juz too little topics way too little until i'm so scared that are we really friends or juz two passerby juz to call each other and say hi and bye??? can't we even be normal friends??? How i wish you can see this and understand how feel and give me an answer... ...someone ask me even if we are normal friends how come the feelings that we give are like strangers there is juz something missing something i dunnoe or i noe it but you dunnoe that i noe it...maybe we're not mend to know each other maybe it is wrong right from the beginning, therefore there is no ending cuz there is no beginning... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...haiz

Labels: So Confused...T_T

~4:24 PM

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Monday, September 3, 2007

haiz...sian...this few day got a new supervior come and work...sian lor...not even fit to be a waitress wanna be a supervior lor...then one of my senior say that no wonder every body is leaving, those own people duonne to let them be supervior ask a nobody to come and take that position...haiz...nearly because of her i wanna vomit blood le...dunnoe what she thinking how come can be so blur...she is the worst one i have ever seen...haiz...-_-'''...sian sian sian...i wanna go out and play...dun wanna think of anything...so many trouble...how come i always so sui bian de....hate myself...T_T...hope i can be like others...

Labels: So Frustrating

~12:10 AM

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