Dazing off...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Okok...i noe i long time didn't blog le lol...why leh only got a few reason first is that i lazy to blog second is during tat period of time i only go hospital for checkups and nothing else so nothing to blog third i have been hospitalized and now resting at home cannot go out and cannot speak T_T...so really got nothing to write lor...so still stuck at 29 feb...=.='''

hmm...wan me to write something then i will write the days when i;m in the hospital ba...I stayed in the hospital for 4days one day is to do all the examination then stayed there overnight then tues is the operation.

My operation was at 8:30am the first case if i'm not wrong in the morning...seriously tell you all i was very scared druing that few days dunnoe why i juz feel like crying on monday for the whole day lor...i was holding back my tears since morning until at night ChenLu called me and ask me if i'm fine or not then i juz cannot hold back any longer and my tears just come out...when my bf come he saw that my eyes was very red and swollen and ask me wat happen i keep saying nothing but juz by seeing him i feel like crying again lor...ok la you all may say that i'm over-reacting but i'm scared ma...then you all will ask me what am i scared off then i will only say i dunnoe seriously i really dunnoe what am i scared off...

i was alone when i'm having the operation my family was not there...then when i wake up was feeling very blur and pain only haiz...my mouth can't open lor...seriously cannot open de lor...haiz... my mum spent most of the time sitting outside and see newspaper so was like very boring and the visiting hrs was from 12pm to 2pm and from 5pm to 8pm so my mum they all went home at 8

On wednesday my bf off he came down in the morining to accompany me he stayed beside me the whole day and then ChenLu and ShaoYing came and visit me...think i scared the both of them cuz the nurse gave me the medication that i dun want how to say it begans on tuesday night after i regain conscious full consiouc i mean in the middle of the night the nurse gave me the medication there were three one is antibiotic the second one is the vomitting or dunnoe "prevent vomitting" de and the thrid one is for swelling one when she gave me the second one i straight away throw up blood and was having nose bleeding i ask the nurse what was that cuz when she didn't give me i was find and after she gave me i keep throwing up and once i throw up i will have nose bleed cuz my mouth cannot open the only way out is from the nose lor...then i ask the nurse not to give me the vomit or anti vomit medication then she say ok...but after that in the afternoon when ChenLu and ShaoYing came the nurse gave me the medication again it was a different nurse as they cahnge shift le i was asking what medication did she gave me how come got three i thought i say i don't want the vomit or "anti vomit" medication then i feel like throwing up again and the effect was more unbearable then previous one i felt so helpless and started to cry i was crying so hard and vomitting and having nose bleed at the same time it scared CHenLU and ShaoYing...the nurse keep saying the medication was to help me to prevent vomiting one ask me to relax but i wanting and trying to say and write down i really dun wan that medication...feeling very helpless that time and cuz i was having nose bleed and vomit and crying at the same time i nearly cannot breath...then my bf ask me to stop crying le its ok le la...and ChenLu and ShaoYing was was afraid and their face turn pale le so they just go home then i was still crying so my bf got no choice and go and find the nurse and ask them not to give me the medication anymore but the nurse say or else they cange the medication for me and after that when my doctor came he ask me if not he change the medication for me but i keep saying no...cuz i think is not to prevent me from vomitting but ask me to vomit more lor...=.='''...

Then i keep asking the doctor when can i be discharge i noe i'm very annoying when it comes to being discharge i'm very egar cuz in the hospital i really cannot sleep partly is because of the bed beside me and the one infront of the one beside me keep pressing the nurse bell every night...in one hour dunnoe can press for how many times lor...haiz...every night i can barely sleep less that 4 hours. The other reason is that i'm very scared that the nurse will give me the wrong medication again...haiz...

but now that i'm home i dunnoe should be glad or what cuz now i cannot go out cannot speak even if i try to speak my family also dun understand what i say now everything also use to write on paper and my sms also burst le...dunnoe my will still can last how long T_T...

Labels: Days In The Hospital

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

four year one time wor...yesterday me meiqi peylih and anita go to MS and watch movie...At first was planning to go outing with the whole gang but end up only the 4 of us can go...T_T...but anyway i was late for a few mins cuz that stupid bus didn't come...these few days dare not take 911 le cuz wait very long...then meiqi sms me and say they wait for me at value dollar...then when i reach there they already bought tibits and drinks.

Then we when and wanted to take the MRT then i ask them onli the 4 of us still wanna go cycling ma??then was like hmm...end up actually i suggest to go kbox then antia say since we go MS there there also got bowling and pool ma...then reach there the final decision is to watch movie...we watch L...death note...then we were like saying are we a little crazy lor...we or wat lor...we wearing short sleeves and short pants lor...and the movie we watch is 2hr...will cold to death lor...haiz...

Then cuz the movie is 3:45pm then we still have 1hr plus...then we go mac and eat one medium fries then sit there chit chat for one hr...lol...

Then after we finish the movie anita go meet her bf...then me meiqi and peylih waraku pasta and eat our dinner...yummy!!!very delicious and after tat we still share one dessert...nice...

After we finish our dinner we went to bugis and take neoprint and we went home...i get down at Ang Mo Kio cuz my bf bring me home but he miss the MRT so i get down and wait for him...

Labels: Febuary 29...

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